Who am I?

How many heart breaks should i handle??
How far should i travel in the dark to see the light?
I doubt whether i will see the Sunshine.
I am in bits and pieces...
Which piece is me??
Who am I??
Whether the one who cries at night when everyone sleeps or am I the one who shouts with my mom??
Am I the one who shows attitude or am I the one who feels insecure??
Different faces of me I see
Confused which one is real..
Sometimes I want to conquer the world...
Sometimes I want to be a monk who leaves the world.
But all of the times I need a soul that will love me and never let me go
NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS....